What if…this was the last time I saw you..wouldn’t we talk deeper, laugh harder, cry with joy..?

What if this was the last meal together..what would we say?.. would we stare at our phone or stare at each other deep into eyes of the soul?

What if…. this was the last swim together..would we swim miles or just enjoy every stroke, breath and underwater bubble!!

What if…. this were the last retreat together? What would the theme be? Living life to the fullest, don’t waist time, adventures of capt. KUK? Would we sing songs together, would transparency flow from our beings?

What if ..this was the last time I heard you? Would I long to hear even the the sounds that used to agitated?

What if…I treated you, listened to you, swam with you, was fully present with you as if everyday was..What if!!

I need to live more like…What if!!