If I go early.. I wanna go with sparks of love a flying.. I wanna go with tons of laughing of my kids voices surrounded in my ears. I wanna go with integrity of His love and His shalom peace..knowing I submitted to Him the best I knew how.

I wanna go with a testimony of His love as the dominant power and friut in my life.

I wanna go with smiles in my heart of how much God loves me and the world, as He so sacramentally proved with His blood and mocking on a cross as King!

I wanna go with no relationship left behind in indifference or unforgiveness. I wanna go knowing I lived and spoke my best about His wonderful unmatched grace and forgiveness.

I wanna go knowing our kids are walking in the truth and really want them to know, without any doubt, we will see each other again in the Presence of Jesus.

I wanna go loving my wife far greater than my own human capacity..loving her with more of Christ’s love. His overflowing loyal love that induces Shalom peace and goes beyond all barriers of time and circumstances.

I wanna go riding on His wave into eternity, not with fear and sadness, but rather profound gladness and joy. The kind of joy that makes your smiling muscles hurt. The kind of joy that makes you heart transform into praise, where gushing tears of joy flow like rivers.

Yes I wanna go to Him with everything spent for Him and my family..no reserve. Only sparks a flying of overflowing love to Have Life to the fullest.

The Lord will accomplish what concerns me! Psalm 138:8

And just because I am cancer doesn’t mean I think I’m going to be dying soon. What it means is that I think I’m going to be living more fully sooner for the Lord!!

I am not afraid to die and I’m learning more and more not to be afraid to live for Him to the fullest!

Thank you Heringtribe

Thank you Jesus